Sonntag, 24. August 2014

Life life life life life ....

Had a great day with my family at the "Augsburger Plärrer" today. (Btw the beautiful girl beside me is my lovely twin sister ♥) We had a lot of fun. Unfortunately I'm feeling a little depressed at the moment, there are so many thoughts in my head, about my future, my health situation and so on. I'm a really positive person but on some days this kind of thoughts come to my mind and there's nothing I can do, because there's no answer. I really tried to push these thoughts away, but that's not easy. But I enjoyed this day anyway and let's see what the future brings. I'm truly blessed with my wonderful family and that's the main thing.

Freitag, 22. August 2014

Accept it

Some people think that to be strong is to never feel pain. In reality, the strongest people are the ones who feel it, understand it and accept it.  - but it isn't easy to accept it :o

Donnerstag, 21. August 2014

great day, but I'm feeling sooooo tired now...

Today was a really exhausting day for me. We went shopping and it was really great (I had a lot of fun with my twin sister) but I'm feeling so tired now. It's time to take a nap. :)

Dienstag, 19. August 2014

It's sooooooooooooooooooooo fluffy...

I really love my cute new cherry pit pillow (goat). It's great to relieve abdominal pain and I love the cute look. *-*

Whats going on?!

My face is a mess. I have so irritated skin for a few weeks now. Some areas of my skin are really dry also flushed and it looks like a rash or something like that. I have no idea whats going on. That's so annoying. I told my doctor about my skin problems at my last doctors appointment, but she was really uninterested and her only response was that this might be a side effect of my medication no more, no less. (At the beginning of the appointment she told me about her very stressful day and that everything went wrong at this day, maybe this might be the reason behind her strange behaviour or rather her disinterest - I have no clue.) So, I don't know what to do.

Montag, 18. August 2014


I smile all the time so that nobody knows how sad and lonely I really am.
I'm not desperate, but I am tired of being alone.